intro

I have started to write blog when I was in my second semester of my 1st year in university.

Actually, 1 of my friend I met in university who had encouraged me to write. I think my blog is full of the crappy stuffs. Haha.

When I was sad or happy, I’ll write out my feeling in my blogs. Actually, it helps to soothe my feeling bit by bit.

Let’s me introduce something about myself. I am the 3^rd among my siblings. I am just an ordinary girl like any other girls but my life is a bit complicated because my life is full of problems & problems. All the problems didn’t seem be over or stop. My life never seems to be an easy-going one since the day I am born in this world. I did hate my life a lot at 1st. I never seem to like to be at home. . I even applied to go any other place far & far away from my home because I want to get away from my home.I wanted to run away from the problems arise in my family. But now, I start to learn how important family is & I just cannot run away from problems. There is no problem that cannot be solved, it a matter of time to solve it. The place that I enjoyed a lot in my life was my school. In school, I can really be myself. School is the place where I find true friendship, the place where I gain support from my friends. I even applied to go any other place far & far away from my home because I want to get away from my home. But now, I start to learn how important family is & I just cannot run away from problems. There is no problems that cannot be solved, it a matter of time to solve it.

Although life is still tough as usual, now I am able to handle it & go through it because I have a bunch of cool friends that will support me & accompany me when I was down. Life indeed would be dull if there were no such difficulties.

From the bottom of my heart, I would like to thanks my friends for those years of support. I am glad to have you guys in my life.

Life is short

Actually recently I was quite upset about what happen in my family. it is my brother. he had caused a lot of trouble to my family again. this time, he had done something quite bad. what he did had caused my mom to have a heartache. my mom fall sick again coz of him.
I need a shoulder to cry on. I wish there will be an angel to appear to help me out. I wish I could just tell my friends about what happen but I just could because it is something not nice to share. I was using my whole day to cry out when I found about what happen in my family from my elder sister that day. Finally, I make my decision to online to chat to my friends in order to forget about the problems. While I was chatting to 1 of my friend, he told me about the accident that happened to the 3 Utarian. He told me that, “ Life is short “ for us to use to feel sad on what had happen. no point of crying over the spilled milk. There’s no way to run away from problems. We have to face it. He told me “to stay strong & study is the pathway to a wonderful bright future. If I want to give my family a better life I must study hard now & stay away from all the distractions. Thanks a lot, my friend for helping me to stay focus again^^

Life is short.

We do not know what will happen on the next day when we wake up. Life is unpredictable. Life is just a chance to grow a soul. Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death. Life is short and we have never too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark journey with us. Oh be swift to love, make haste to be kind.

Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones. I am not afraid

~mY m@sTeRpIeCe~♥

i had just done with my German level 3 assignments.i had to write an invitation card in German,,nice??



then,this sem i had to take entomology course..then,hv to 100 different species..was very stressful that time-to catch insects..but now,i'm glad coz i had finished it finally..this is my insect box..nice leh??=P

Gone........................... ♥ ♥

It has been 15 years already. But I’m thinking of him. My childhood time won’t be happy if he was not around. What to say? He’s my hero. Someone who is always there for me no matter what happens. I cannot believe that he’s really gone. How sad when the only person who is really love, protect & care for me just gone from this world. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw him lying motionlessly on the coffin. During this rainy season, I keep thinking of him. I miss the moments when u covered me with blanket when I felt cold. I miss the durian that you bought for me to eat. I miss the time the time that you turn on the television for me to watch when cousins did not allow me to watch any cartoon. I miss your protection. I miss the time when you protect me from being beaten or scolded by anyone in the house. When you’re gone, everything changed. My bro start to beat me when he’s not in a good mood. Auntie & uncle keep finding my mistakes & scolded me when mom not around. I can only quietly cry at the corner of the room. I never told mom anything because I did not want any of them to argue. I knew you also did not want it to happen though. Although life was hard at that time, I am able to go through it because I have the piece of sweet memory u gave me.
Grandpa, I wish u are still here. I wish I could show u my achievements. Wish u could wait me to grow up. Grandpa, I love you always. ♥
I get to know one of my cousins when I was in standard 2. He some sort of my far-side cousin. Although I just know him for not long, we become quite close.
But he had passed away from cancer. He’s a brilliant student & his mom put a lot of hopes on him but everything is in God’s hands. May him rest in peace.

Strange

suddenly from a good friend turn to be a normal friend & now it turn to become stranger. maybe we did not have anymore things to say between us anymore. boundary is drawn between us.maybe i just realised it..

Life is full of unexpected things..

we never know when everything will change again..

God knows best..