sigh!

I plan to go back to my hometown next week but my mom did not want me to do so. I already did not go back for quite long-nearly 4-5 months but still my mom forbidden me from doing so.
I just want to go back for a few days but what to do if my mom said so.
I miss Penang a lot. I miss the people there. I miss the food a lot. Haha!!
I miss my bed a lot. I did not know what happen to my bed already because I did not go back for quite long.
I miss my friends there.
Actually deep inside my heart, I miss my family.
Sigh.
Did they miss me?
I keep questioning myself?
If yes, why they did not want me to go back?
If no, then I can accept why I am not allowed to go back.
Sigh.
God know the answers I guess.
Sigh.