i dunno how to begin this.i really wish i can fly...i wish i can be flying like bird...flying high in the sky without any worries....i have so many problems d lately...i wish i could just cry out but can't...sometimes i hold back my tears....it's kind of hard to do it...but i have too.......
i'm not sure whether must i trust back someone who already broken the trust in between us?????
it's easy r her to tell everyone that "she want to regain back friendship with someone" but she'll never told the truth that she had hurt that person so many times intentionally or unintentionally..the truth is still hidden.....
i dunno why i feel so sad when i had to write this....
i just hope that person can just leave me alone for some time
i still have so many things to bother...i have no time to play this kind of "hide&seek" game with her.sometimes,i feel she like a small kid only...just like to have fun& dun try to care for other people's feeling...
i'm very tired...
maybe she never realised that why we have such a big gap now in between our friendship..coz we seem from different world...You keep saying that i create the gap between us but why u never think who is the one who create this gap at the first place...sometimes u make ur close fren think i'm a bad person..u never how that feelings is....
she will never understand other people's problems...
I told her once when i have problem but i felt so sad when she didn't try to listen when i told her about my problem...maybe she is just a friend that only can share your happiness but will never share ur sadness & ur problem..
From that onwards i decided that i will never shared my problems d....
people who never gone through the hard time will never try to understand other people's hard time...especially someone that have being pampered a lot by their parents since they are small.....sometimes she never think before she said something..
she'll never know other people's suffering...
about the friendship between us,i just let God plan the best solution....
Monday, April 27, 2009
wish i can fly....
Posted by cherly at 4/27/2009
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2 comments:
sometimes, speak up everything is the best way..
people never know what you are thinking and so do you..
it is just your assumtion tat she is like tis and tat.. and so do her..
dare not give u more opinion cos never know what you feel when you read this..
sorry i dun mean to create another problem that bother u...i m a selfish person and nt the ideal fren that u wan....i noe u face more problems than me in ur life....bt when u face problem u seem dont wan me to be ur listener...u tend to tell other...so i think u dunno wish to share wit me..n u gt ur right to choose who to tell...we always have differ thought in ur mind...n sumtime ur thought are so strange that never come in my mind before.....mb we see think differly n have come from differ place n environment....however that make me realise ur thought is sooooo special....n one thing dun do the thing that u hate other people do.like u hate me make assumption..bt u go imitate me...this only make u self-conflict and might end up hate urself that make assumption...i hope our problem can solve asap so it did become a burden to u...and so sorry again
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