Saturday, August 29, 2009

letting go..



Letting go is one of the hardest lessons in life.

In life, there's many things that we have to learn to let go. We have to let go of situations, things, memories, people and even ourselves.

It's easy to form an attachment to people and things. When you've formed an attachment to people and things, it can be a very painful experience and feeling when you realized that it's time to let go. Even the mere thought of not having that person or thing in your life just squeezes your heart in pain.

However, there are times where you or that person has changed to the extent that it's necessary to let go of the relationship or friendship, so that each of you can fulfill your life path.

Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.

Letting go of your old self and the process of letting the new you emerge can be one of the scariest experiences in your life. But by leaving behind your old self and taking a leap of faith into the unknown, it might just reveal what you are truly capable of becoming.

As I started to picture the trees in the storm, the answer began to dawn on me. The trees in the storm don't try to stand up straight and tall and erect. They allow themselves to bend and be blown with the wind. They understand the power of letting go. Those trees and those branches that try too hard to stand up strong and straight are the ones that break. Now is not the time for you to be strong, Julia, or you, too, will break.
-- Julia Butterfly Hill

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

~can i escape from my FEAR~


everyone in this world will has his or her own fear. their fears may cause by their experience or trauma..i am not so sure what is mine called..
I'm afraid to be alone.that is my biggest FEAR.weird??

I'm not sure when it started..maybe it started when i was in kindergarten. i was there alone. everyone had went back home already. i do not know where is my mom..the surrounding was so unfamiliar to me. i cried...
my mom arrived quite late,she forgotten me totally-she told me...


I thought i had overcome it already but yesterday i realize i still have the fear in my heart. it causes me to lose my confidence as the fear start to grow stronger.................................................

Saturday, August 15, 2009

~meMorIes~






Miss form 6 when i look back at all the pictures we took during form 6..
Oh god,i miss all my frens,teachers in form 6..i miss them a lot..
form 6 is the best!!!
now,it'll be just the memories left in every of our minds..