Gone........................... ♥ ♥

It has been 15 years already. But I’m thinking of him. My childhood time won’t be happy if he was not around. What to say? He’s my hero. Someone who is always there for me no matter what happens. I cannot believe that he’s really gone. How sad when the only person who is really love, protect & care for me just gone from this world. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw him lying motionlessly on the coffin. During this rainy season, I keep thinking of him. I miss the moments when u covered me with blanket when I felt cold. I miss the durian that you bought for me to eat. I miss the time the time that you turn on the television for me to watch when cousins did not allow me to watch any cartoon. I miss your protection. I miss the time when you protect me from being beaten or scolded by anyone in the house. When you’re gone, everything changed. My bro start to beat me when he’s not in a good mood. Auntie & uncle keep finding my mistakes & scolded me when mom not around. I can only quietly cry at the corner of the room. I never told mom anything because I did not want any of them to argue. I knew you also did not want it to happen though. Although life was hard at that time, I am able to go through it because I have the piece of sweet memory u gave me.
Grandpa, I wish u are still here. I wish I could show u my achievements. Wish u could wait me to grow up. Grandpa, I love you always. ♥
I get to know one of my cousins when I was in standard 2. He some sort of my far-side cousin. Although I just know him for not long, we become quite close.
But he had passed away from cancer. He’s a brilliant student & his mom put a lot of hopes on him but everything is in God’s hands. May him rest in peace.

Strange

suddenly from a good friend turn to be a normal friend & now it turn to become stranger. maybe we did not have anymore things to say between us anymore. boundary is drawn between us.maybe i just realised it..

Life is full of unexpected things..

we never know when everything will change again..

God knows best..